Stupid 4 hour flight taking me 2000 miles away from Cora.
Stupid 3 train "L" trip, plodding along, when I just want to get home.
Stupid gloves hiding from me.
Stupid 10 minute walk in the dark from the train station to my condo in 20 degree temps with no gloves.
Stupid empty condo, devoid of the life and love at her house.
Stupid cold, empty bed without her in it.
Stupid alarm clock waking me up without her snuggled up next to me.
Glorious shower sending cascades of water down on my head instead of dribbling off my chest.
Stupid razor blade, erasing the weekend's stubble.